it’s been five years since I was diagnosed with cancer.
Five years …. It’ a magic number – it means I am truly a cancer survivor.
My oncologist had me on every six-month visits these past five years. But last summer he let me know that I could stop taking my estrogen blocker when my prescription ran out in February. My next appointment at Dana Farber happens in midsummer.
My cancer is still part of my life. It left me with a feeling that life is certainly too brief. And that what is important is love, family and friendships.
When I first coped with the thought that cancer was growing in my body, I felt frightened and worried, thinking my life was heading in the wrong direction. But I spent time talking with other women who had already faced breast cancer and that’s when I began to realize there is life after this disease.
For me treatment was a double mastectomy followed by years of little white pills. My life changed. I became someone who read labels and choose organic anything over chemically altered substances. I tried to exercise, following the physical therapy prescribed as a part of aftercare.
i still pay attention to my diet. I sleep more and have found ways to avoid worry.
It feels really good to know I’ve survived. It feels as if life sent me a blessing – a chance to continue living.
i’ve come to see that my cancer diagnosis was a gift.